Holley’s question for
this week:
“What
do you really want more of in your life? Will you dare to say it out loud? Hint: it probably means having less of something
too {ex: more joy, less stress}.”
Last week, I put my God-sized dream here in writing…to continue expressing hope and
encouragement to the hearts of women through writing and speaking caring,
sensitive, and honest words.
What I want more of in my life is an open heart and mind for
what God has planned.
I want to not get stuck within my comfort zone.
I want to step out in faith wherever and whenever God leads
me.
Two years ago, God led me to start my blog and an online
Bible study for women. Oh yeah, He took me way
outside of my comfort zone. Although He may have had to drag and shove me at
times, I loved where He was leading.
Then about a month ago, as the first study of this year was
nearing its end, my energy and enthusiasm were at a low. I started to wonder if
God was telling me to take a break.
Days later, God confirmed it. I was relieved. And confused.
Was God telling me I need to spend more time with Him and
regroup before hosting another study, or was He turning me in a different
direction on the path He has me on?
I don’t have that answer yet.
I know what I can’t get out of my head, though…
I want to keep writing—on my blog and in guest posts, and maybe
that will lead to freelance writing.
I feel God leading me to grow my leadership skills. And I
wonder if that will lead to one day speaking to women.
What will there be less of? Me trying to control these
things.
Don’t get me wrong, I will take advantage of opportunities
that come my way, but I won’t force them.
I will step out in faith when God leads me to do so. But if
He’s not leading, I won’t rush ahead and expect Him to catch up to me.
More of Him…and less of me.
That’s what I want.
A God-sized dream isn’t about what you do as much as how you do it. It’s about pursuing life with passion, purpose, and going
with God wherever he leads.
What’s your God-sized dream?
In Christ,
Linking up with Holley Gerth, Jennifer at #TellHisStory, Winsome Wednesday, WholeHearted Home, and The Weekend Brew.


